Announcement

Phew, i can finally open this thing!!!

OK, have to announce my Hijrah to blogger.

It's http://luccarayloo.blogspot.com.

Hehe.

Pricey Freedom

Freedom is such a big talk, i guess it is suppose to be everyone's ultimate dream. But i find the freedom that the Y generation wants rather...disgusting.........................

Well, i guess i can understand why people from the past wants freedom. Let's take the African Americans for example. They were slaves that were discrimated and abused. They were separated from the normal society, treated like animals. They want their human rights to be restored. Now, another example is women around the world. They fight for their freedom to be treated equally as men, because they believe they can contribute to the society. Blood was spilt, tears were shed, before the get their freedom, and it's not even total freedom. So, from a historical point of view, it's rather clear that freedom comes with a price, you need to face the consequences.

But sadly, today's generation really can't see through this, about the consequences thingie i mean. Sometimes, i admit i'm like that too sometimes no matter how much i told myself to surpress it everytime.(urgh, the shame.....) I think teenager's would mostly want privacy, they want more hang-out times,want less restrictions, want the coolest gadjets, blablabla. They just simply put it as their rights. Well, you know adults, they dont give you that much freedom. So, there'll be fights between adults and the younger generation. But the think is, sometimes, i find all these Y-freedoms stupid. Dunno why, watashi wa weird desu ne.....Since you want freedom, you should understand that you have to PAY for it. Let's say you want something very much, and you ask your mum for it, like going out to a wild party, and your mum hesitates and says she will agree if you'd do chores for the whole month or what, YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE IT!!! Some might just YAK and say they have no freedom, they cant do this or do that. It's disgusting. If it's like sponsoring a far away orphan with your own pocket money, OK, at least it's for the good of the society, but for the younger generation like i said, it's all for ME ME ME ME ME ME, freedom....for....ONEself.

Seriously, if you wanna do something, just do it, no one can stop you. But dont complain too much when you are punished for bringing handphones to school, dont blame the teachers or the exams if your results suck cuz you didnt work hard, dont blame your sex partner after agreeeing to have sex and you get STD after it,dont hate your mum for not stopping your adventure to pubs when you are sent to rehab. You've got your freedom, you've dont what you want, now what about others, what do they want? You sure they want the same thing as you?? It's mutual. I sorely believe eveything you do comes with a consequence. It's even proven scientifically : Newton's 3rd Law.

Like the icon above, you'll have freedom when you have nothing to loose, even your life. That's why i no longer believe in freedom. The past definition for freedom might be noble, but now, it isnt, it's just plain nauseating. Call me weird, call me a pessimist, but in my opinion, Y-freedom is meaningless now. Freedom is being corrupted. How sad......................................................... 

Random entries + Cool blogs

Haha, go to INCONSPIRATION's site, i got most of my images and icons from her, she's awesome.

Havent been feeling very well lately, Dont get me wrong, i've recovered. My parabolic curve of luck is way below the x-axis, which means negative luck, you know what that means. It's gone downhill most of the time this year, urgh, should've foresee it, i've just got too much good luck last year.

Thank god i just recently started to practise the song River flows in you,and guess what, i'm not that bad. I heard of of my couz play it one day at his house, and it was marvelous(oh ya, he's a beginner but he played beautifully, praises to him...). The song's really like a river, it's running notes give a flowing feeling,the melody of the chorus keeps repeating but the slightly altered accompanyment gives it a fluid-y feeling. Ah, it's so mellow, it's relaxing. haha, hear it!

(<<argh, it's suppose to be a playlist

Well, for any bloggers(xangans, blogger, wordpress, or anything.), i totally recommend some of the featured weblogs from Xanga.com. It's really cool, some of them. The things they blog about is like so cool, not some sort of cyber rubbish amateurs(for instance me) production. Hey, i know a blog is free and all, but some people just use their freedom of speech better than others. It's not all the bling or the friends you have that counts, but it's about the contents. They way they write about international issues is so cool, the ones i frequently visit is the TheTheologiansCafe(something like that), and blanket_attack's(i think this is it.....), and some other random daily featured. Haha.

OMG, this post is so random.........i think i'll just put in more icons.

Currently Listening Destiny of Love Love Hurts see related

The F word

*edited* Haha, i found someone who stands with me, though (his/her) approach is more mature and skilled, go read!! Hehe. Press >>>THIS

Ok, the F word, everyone knows what i am talking about. I can't stand people using the word out loud, or write it in full. Using it in abbreviations is already bad enough, urgh! But it seems to be a trend, some sort of indication one's cool, dunno why. The F word, ok, i am gonna write it out for academic purposes(urgh, slap myself for doing it.....), Fuck, according to english dictionaries, means having sexual intercourse, or messing about.

And Reasons why i hate people using it :

1. It shows you have a narrow range of known vocabulary, why not use some other words?? If your english is that bad, use your mother tongue, or some other language......
2. It shows how weird you are, i mean, come on, using the F word on something or someone you hate, does it mean you wanna HAVE SEX with someone you HATE???? Bogus ~ ~
3. You do not respect society value and mannerism.
4. This is for Bananas(note to foreigner's : Chinese who cant speak Mandarin..),who are those people who use the word all the time, i thought your english is suppose to be better, using the word in a wrong situation??? It's like falling on the red carpet.
5. You are a sex maniac 'cause you think of it all the time, and you say it instinctively, which means what comes to your mind is always sex.
6. The sound of the word is yucky( that's stupid, ahhaha...)
7. People think it's the translation of Jay Chou's quote, the word "diao", but na-ah, no. It might be similiar, but that's not how you use it. F is way ruder than "d" and most people should know you cant translate chinese words into exact english words.
8. People think it's the "in" word, which sort'a indicate you're mature enough to be comfortable with sex, alcoholism, smoking and the package thing. I hate to break it to you, mature people wont say thses things out loud, cuz, THEY HAVE BRAINS...
9. This is the case in my school : You'll get punished for just saying one word. So if you still insist on saying it, dont venture into the business world, that's my advice, couase you dont seem to be able to weigh consequences.
10. It's cliche, everyone's using it, miahahahah.

There you have it, ten reasons, hehe.

Purple

 The roses may have faded,

 but the Forget-me-nots remain vividly purple,

 The sender might not remember forever,

 But the colour holds the unwavered gratitude in the receiver's mind.